There’s a player in there somewhere, might take a couple of years but the dude can shoot a bit and is crazy strong and athletic.

Good luck with your lady friend, old friends can be best friends…

I don’t know z-man, trying to talk a dear friend in to locating here…

she’s been more than patient and generous over many years…

like the kids, she motivates me to be better…

bunch of stuff to work on, but, yeah, I spend more than a bit of the day walking around for no good reason pissed like the hulk…

it’s too funny, it’s like waking up after 59 years to realize exactly how serious an obnoxious dick I can be…

generally polite about it though 😛

at least I got that going for me, although…

In other words, if you’d kill and eat James Dolan, I’d be much obliged…

haven’t really got around to being able to block out noise, I got a pretty good bit of a ways to go with this therapy stuff…

I remember when I first got in the service and was eating at messhalls, lots of talk about “saltpeter” in the food…

I’m afraid to get on a bicycle seat these days…

My doctor tried those as an alternative years back when my blood pressure was also a bit high. They worked for both issues, but they had an unfortunate side effect. Let's just say they also reduced certain desires. 🙂 Maybe they will work better for you.

In the non med area, I had some success with guided meditation. It took a few months but I started liking so much I joined a group. Unfortunately when the pandemic hit the group ended. You can find some good guided meditation videos on Youtube.

You can turn this around. I know you can. If I can you can.

thank you strat…sincerely thanks…

I need to get a better understanding of pharmaceutical options for anxiety here in the short term…

too funny, for years i resisted using it, at all, did not like the way it made me feel…it was like the house could be on fire and I wouldn’t even give a shit…

that’s a legit scary feeling and comcerned me even more than the anxiety…

therapist mentioned something about beta blockers…

I get though how it can become addictive…I get it…it is dangerous stuff…

I know it is something that at some point (hopefully in the next year or so) that I can manage without needing to stare at fucking birds and trees or walking for hours at a time, numbing myself with weed and pills…

I’m proud of you strat…who says us old dogs can’t learn a few new tricks 🙂

Brooks is 23 but just left college. PF/C who can rebound, defend, and shows some shooting ability (35% on 90 shots thru 5yrs, 63% FT… I’m being generous). Barely played in SL, 5.7 total min.