so, finally digging in a little on this anxiety thing, it’s a piece of the puzzle i need to get sorted…all this time i thought i was having one long ass panic attack…turns out panic attacks only last about 5 to 20 minutes…there is a possibility though of experiencing them in waves…

so, it’s some sort of anxiety disorder (actually it’s in the diagnosis, but, i didn’t notice it before) i’m experiencing (24/7 situation that lasts now a couple of months at least) as a result of a TBI…

it seems part of my issue is once i have a triggering event, my fucking adrenal glands are stuck on: on…

i used to walk for hours, the hotter outside the better, never really understood why i did it…as i’ve aged i’ve greatly reduced my physical activity, i need to start consistently exercising again to help burn off the adrenaline…my understanding is there’s no way to control the output of your adrenal glands…

haven’t seen unreason post for a while, but, by far the best piece of advice i’ve received to date has been to approach the situation with a sense of humor…

make the best out of a bad joke, laugh it off, you didn’t ask to come here anyway

and there it is, truly…

rama as it was with the chickens:
It’s a good outcome, but I have to admit I feel bad for them. Has to hurt, so many losses in a row, so many opportunities to pull out an upset. Ouch.

The Knicks players on the court looked totally devastated.

But in the grand scheme of things, Johnson making that stupid banker is a good thing

Hopefully he learns something from a game like this. He’s thinking like a #1 option (which is good), but when they are defending you well, you have to move the ball. You can’t force up bad shots. Once he learns that (assuming he does) and removes some of the trash his efficiency will start ticking up even without any improvement in his shot/skills. Some of the foolishness down the stretch was that Randle wasn’t around and he felt even more pressed to do something, but it was a dreadful game from him in terms of decision making other than a handful of passes. It’s irrelevant as long as he learns from this and does this kind of thing less often going forward.